Quite often I felt as if I was cursed with spiritual knowledge.
Other Christians didn’t have it nor did they understand. I got called things I wasn’t
I was alone, and possibly still am
But is this necessarily a bad thing?
Maybe I’m looking at the situation incorrectly
Spirituality is a gift from God that the elites are always trying to steal and have successfully stolen from the majority, leaving only the minority to have any of it.
It gets labeled as a mental health issue by the Freemasons who control the medicine, the psychology and the science. The Freemasons, the Jesuits, and the secret societies all want to keep us in the dark on such matters. They fictionalize it outright to convince people it’s all “just fiction” and “not real”.
God provided me with a way I wouldn’t be fully in the dark through some of my circumstances
I was blessed with parents who didn’t think that way because they saw some of what I saw. Or at least my father did and saw no reason to place me on nasty drugs to remove it.
I wasn’t told by my family growing up that it was purely psychological and that there is nothing beyond the physical. I was told there is more to things than a surface level glance by my father. That there is a spiritual realm and knowing that is OK.
I was taught science does not get everything right and is not the be all, end all in regards to the world around me.
Atheists try to tell me it is the be all end all, which tells me that they treat science as a religious belief system that shouldn’t be questioned..
Maybe it’s ok to not fit into the traditional Christian box. The box Christians have surrounded themselves with says spirituality is not allowed in Christianity.. well.. the Bible never says that. So I don’t necessarily need to fit into it
And it’s also ok to not believe everything that society bombards us with. Science is not an infallible source of information and cannot debunk the supernatural through natural means as it always tries so hard to do. If we’re not allowed to question it, it’s a belief system at that point.
When I can get past the negativity I can see things much more clearly.
I don’t have to fit into the boxes the world wants me to be placed in
I don’t have to fit into the church’s box either
It’s ok to be an outsider who questions the things all of us are told regardless of whether it’s questioning the religious leaders, just how many books the Bible should actually have, or questioning the things “experts” all say. No one is infallible.
One of my issues was at least attempting to fit into these different boxes.
That leads to unhappiness when you are never going to fit.
Allowing myself to get hurt when others labeled me things I wasn’t is something I still struggle with.
But maybe if I change my perspective a little bit and stop trying to fit where I’m never going to, things will go better
After all. None of this is the fault of Jesus
~Twinkles the Kitten
So I moved to Vlare, and I don't have any ideas. I uploaded two RÆ related videos and made a playlist. I would be more active on Vlare if it has an app for us. And since I ran out of ideas, what ideas do you have for me?
I usually focus on the bad things about it but not usually the good things
I get to deal with whatever demons are invited into the house, feel frustration with noticing things like energy, aura, and other things everyone around me associates with the occult and get labeled things I am not..
But that is not all there is to this story.
It’s easy to focus on all the bad while ignoring the good as I often do, but tonight I’d like to place negativity aside in this post and focus on the positives
1. A deeper connection with the Lord
I’ve noticed that the more spiritually devoid someone is the less they can sense his presence when he is in the room with them.
In my post Yelling At God I mentioned that God showed up while I was busily throwing my fit. He did show up.
A lot of other people in bad situations don’t get to notice when he is there hearing them out and thusly come to the false conclusion he just doesn’t care or is not really there
A lack of spiritual awareness often hides God from the sight of the seeker, which is the very reason for the poison everywhere that is actively attacking the pineal gland.
I did some research on the topic and it turns out I’m allergic to most of what calcifies it.
Am I saying to force the gland open?
I don’t recommend it. Mine was always open if my research is correct and I’ve been following Jesus since I was very young.
I think Jesus left it open for a reason and would have removed it if it was truly bad
Repeat after me: Just because an occultist abuses something does not make it inherently bad in and of itself.
But you shouldn’t try to force the pineal gland open as there are several deceiving spirits out there
2. Beautiful auras everywhere
Quite often I feel negative when it comes to seeing auras as I have been told it makes me unsaved and gets me labeled
But the more positive view is how very lovely all the auras surrounding everyone truly are.
There are so many yellows, reds, blues, etc that the world is simply packed with surrounding people and animals.
God designed such beautiful colors that add a little something to his amazing design. Isn’t the creator grand?
3. Sensing energy
I’ve been called a New Ager over this as well.
There are two sides of the energy spectrum. Positive and negative
I’m usually surrounded by the latter and bombarded with it making it harder to see the good in the general vicinity and surrounding area. Bug when I’m close by to the more positive energy I can feel the power and beauty in it.
Energy itself was created by God. Noticing it is not inherently wrong nor is being effected by it.
Energy is not witchcraft in and of itself.
If it were there would be many unwitting witches because everyone gives off some type of energy whether negative or positive. So it simply can’t be inherently Witchcraft automatically as some say
Energy only becomes witchcraft when channeled and used for personal gain instead of simple relying on the Heavenly Father to fulfill all our needs.
In other words, as a Christian I’m allowed to look, I’m not allowed to mess around
There is a difference.
~Twinkles the Kitten
You guys think Vlare needs some Lets Plays, or Collaboration videos, or Idk Game Development tutorials (if you ask, yes I do game dev)? I've been thinking this for a while since knowing YouTube literally having everything else, this place has more animators, I'm not saying that's a bad thing although I have been teaching myself Vector animations.
I just need suggestions since Vlare is becoming evermore so popular now and I'm looking to see what you guys want to see more on here.
-Gaming topics like:
*Game development Tuturials
-Art Related things like:
*Which software to use on Desktop or Mobile
*Which Animation software is free and easy
*Walkthroughs on effects
*How to develop your own artstyle
*Cooking related things
*Try not to laugh comps and reacts
Its a lot, but my only problem is that I don't feel like I've established a plan for what I want to do in the future for Vlare
For thousands of years dogs and cats ate raw meat and were fine
I really don’t take that concept seriously. And neither should you
The very idea that what cats and dogs ate for thousands of years and were just fine eating is suddenly bad for them, while overly processed junk is healthy and necessary is nonsense
If all you ever ate was processed and canned food you would not be healthy. It’s common knowledge that if we are ill we should eat fresh whole foods to build up the immune system and get better.
In the vet world, they recommend more processed food to help with illness and proclaim that fresh whole food is bad for them. When that is simply false
Connect some dots
What is true for you is true for your pet
Fresh whole food is going to be better for them than overly processed junk
Just because your vet is incapable of seeing this doesn’t mean you should be
I suggest researching a raw diet if you wish to do what is best for your animal regardless of whatever your vet may say.
Food either harms or it heals and processed junk food doesn’t do anyone any good
~Twinkles the Kitten
This is a warning.
I planned a AMV with a story that is told when the singer doesn't sing. It's a sad story, it's not a true story from me, but I wanted it to fit this song.
Plus, major spoilers as well! This AMV will have big spoilers from shows you may have watched or not or you have watched them but you're not up to date with them yet.
Thank you for your time and hope you're having a good day/afternoon/evening/night.
Last year I kept feeling something crawling all over me but I was unable to ever grab it regardless of how hard I tried
I wondered if it was imagination at times before it started back up again
At one point though I managed to get a hold of something and pried it out of my hair and tossed it across the room
Apparently it was a good sized bug.
Looked straight out of the game Twilight Princess
I ran out of the room creeped out and it was never seen again. Quite odd for a bug of that size.
We’re not talking a small bug.
We’re talking very large. It is downright strange no one else saw it and weird it was just gone minutes later without a trace
And I have felt things crawling on me I can’t grab either since then
According to my research it’s called an astral parasite and as much as I wanted to believe that simply couldn’t be it because I’m not dumb enough to open myself up by astral projecting, it’s really the only answer I could ever find to this issue
~Twinkles the Kitten
When I’m not feeling depressed and angry I just feel empty on the inside.
When I’m actively praying it’s not as bad but when I leave the prayer closet the emptiness comes back.
There are no feelings aside from that emptiness at that point. It’s like I’m a shell without purpose and I know that wasn’t God’s design plan for my life.
This isn’t how Jesus wants me to be, I understand that much.
~Twinkles the Kitten