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iloveanime721
iloveanime721·
hey man. how are you? got banned from vidlii discord. accidently posted on wrong topic, the other two was for dramas. it was my fault.
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
oh man,Sorry to hear that man, it makes me sick seeing those judgemental jerkass's mistreating you like this,afterall,it was only a simple mistake accident you made.

To be honest man,it's best that you stay away from that horrible toxic vidlii community for your own sake,trust me on this one,it's not a pleasent feeling at all when you finnally reach your breaking point it lose control over yourself,trust me on this one iloveanime721,I've been through it and alot of my other good friends have been through it,this is exactly why I'm taking a long hiatus away from most social media so that I can pull myself together,but so far so good,i'm showing signs of my depression being cured. but i';m gonna do my best to pull through and make it through this,because man,I can't risk having anymore of my life getting dystroyed by anymore internet toxicity,because if I suffer another mentle breakdown,it could leave me to attempting something very dangerous.
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
Just to let you guys know,That I'm not fully back on here just yet as I'm still taking a long hiatus from Vlare which I'm slowly recovering from several recent breakdowns I had 2 weeks ago which I'll be back either september or october,I only breifly came back only to archieve my Latest Playthrough/Walkthrough (Action Extreme gaming lets play video) as I've felt proud of my hardwork on this one! But I'm doing alot better now guys,but I'm still fighting strong depression at the moment right now which I'm desperaly trying my hardest to get back to my old self again,and so far so good,i'm slowly making good progress. with the exceptions of facebook andbitchute,I've been staying off social media for the most part playing games offline like Dead or alive 6 and Tekken 7 and Dragon Quest 11 which has helped me alot!:P

anyways,I'll be back on october as I need more time to fully recover from my severe breakdown.
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TheVideoGamer64
TheVideoGamer64·
Hey pal, are you back on here? If you are, welcome back. :D
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
I've should have done what Barney rubble did on an episode of the flinstones..............I'm gonna tie a rope around my waste and tie a knot towards a bolder rock and drop the rock in a river somewhere....................... https://doyouremember.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/04/barney-suicide-attempt.jpg
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MrATAndreiThomas
MrATAndreiThomas·
Dude do not commit suicide It is a selfish act if you end your own life now, you won't be going to Heven. You need to stay strong and don't let this whole pathetic drama get the better of you. So please stay strong and do what you really love whats best for your videos. Peace
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ThatSmokinCat23
ThatSmokinCat23·
@MrATAndreiThomas I understand what you mean bro. Suicide attempts are not the answer, but it sometimes it gets real hard to stay strong when you feel your life may never better. My dangerous depression led to me doing harmful things to myself which I'm trying my best to get those thoughts out of my head. Sometimes extreme depression can consume people to the point where they just want to throw their lives down the drain. It's a horrible feeling.
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
you know what........................I can't take this anymore...........maybe my life's just not worth living anymore............................I'm sick of dealing with people in both my real life and dealing with assholes on the Internet Lashing out at me for no reason at all...................I'm just gonna end it all and be done with it,just like that........I just can't seem to ever do anything right or suceed in life......I've got nothing let to live for anymore........
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turnaboutent
turnaboutent·
Dude, what the hell did I just told you in the past. i thought we been through this. I have been through the bullshit with Spax3 and I'm still moving. Quit letting drama getting the best of you.
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
@turnaboutent sorry about that dude,it's just that everything is just going down the crapper for me,it's not just the internet drama thats been getting to me,it's also my personal real life issues that been getting to me,to the point i've been having extreme anxianty,depression,mentle illness,hormones and low self esteem,my family's poor issues are also effecting me to the Point that everything has gone down the shitter for me which i'm desperetly trying to pick myself back up,but I'm now at the point of losing all hope for myself and credability of myself,I'm sorry about this man.
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
Continue: Not to mention that this site has just now become so dull and boring now,I used to have fun enjoying this site at first in May when I first joined it,but now it's quickly become so toxic and boring and alot of shitheads from the vidlii community that have recently started infesting this site have just killed my fun and enjoyment on here which I can't even have fun archieving my videos on here anymore.

Sorry guys,but at this point,i'm getting to the point of flat out giving up on social media which I can't even look at this site anymore,these past 10 years of dealing with nonstop toxicity has finnally taken a toll on me and I'm sick of constantly suffering like this. however,I'm not gonna close my channel,but deactivate my channel background and avatar and take a severe long hiatus...........maybe someday once my depression is finnally cured,maybe i'll come back here someday when it isn't so boring and toxic.
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Chronoarcaile2019
Chronoarcaile2019·
Sorry to say this guys,but I'm considering on just giving up on this site and flat out calling it quits,including giving up on most social media in general (With the exceptions of Facebook and Bitchute),because nowdays,I feel like i'm trying to force myself to be happy to enjoy alternatives like Vlare and Vidlii,but all These social Media sites ever do to me nowadays (Especially Youtube/Trashtube) is further cause me nonstop Depression and severely crush my self esteeem to the point I'm losing interest in Video Making (A fav Hobby I enjoyed over the past 10 years since 2006 from my early days of youtube).

2 of the main reasons I can't enjoy social media on the internet nowadays is number 1,dued to severely how bad my real life has been lately dealing with family issues and my mother being in extreme poor health which is gonna take time for her to fully recover and it has been the absolute worst year for me by Far,not to mention the greif over my dad's death in 2017 putted me through a mentle state of severe Mentle illness and severe anxianty,Panic Attacks and Severe depression which I haven't been in a good mentle state as I used to be,and finnally the final nail in the coffin is that theres just way too much severe annoying toxicity on social media these days,especially with toxic trash sites like Twitter and Deviantart which both of those sites also did severe damage to my mentle illness to the point I had suicidal thoughts,only my true friends kept me from taking my own life away. all my life I've delt with nonstop harrassment from Faggots,Shitheads,Toxic Fanbrats from alot of toxic Cartoon/Anime fandoms,and Backstabbers on deviantart which People I once considered friends showed they're true colors and backstabbed me for no reason judging me by my age,and judging me for being overly dramatic when none of those shitheads understand or relised how severe and serious my depression got and what I've been going through for the past 7 years since 2013.

............my depression has now taken a severe toll on me to the point I just can't take this anymore which the only way I can feel happy again is to try to enjoy my real life playing games and staying off of social media for my own sake,because I recently realised that if I don't find a care for my depression soon,Eventually I'll end up like Jew Wario and that recent Etika guy,who recently took his own life a few weeks ago jumping off a bridge into the ocean in new york..........
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iloveanime721
iloveanime721·
hey message me
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TheVideoGamer64
TheVideoGamer64·
Hey buddy, I went to my local comic book store today, and I found a common and an awesome game called Tetris and Dr. Mario on the Super Nintendo! I'm so happy that I got it, :)
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iloveanime721
iloveanime721·
man i'm having glitches again do jan ever respond to peeople? or is he always offline? :(
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Chronoarcaile2019
About Chronoarcaile2019
After the Huge Disapointment that Was Vanillo which sadly shutted Down Yesterday on May 11th......So Why Not,I decided to give this Site a Try which looks fun and has Decent HD Quality,but I'm gonna be flat out Honest with you guys,these are just my personal opinions,these days I can't stand these Youtube Alternatives which I had no plans at first to joining this site,because every single one of these previous Alternatives have constantly disapointed me one after the other,First it was Zippcast,than Vidbit Future,than Vid.bit and now Vanillo. and also dued to all the Past negativity I've delt with on Vidlii (Which I dispise that site with a Passion),but the only reason I joined this site is because of a few good friends wanted me to come which some of them missed me and miss seeing my Gaming content. I'm gonna Move on from all the Past Toxicity Drama and only Focus on myself which I'm making this channel for my True friends Only. anyways,thats all I wanted to say for now,and enjoy my channel guys as I upload amazing Content!
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