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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
May 25, 2020

!TRIGGER WARNING!

THIS POST CONTAINS TALK ABOUT SELF HARM. IF THAT BOTHERS YOU, PLEASE DO NOT READ ANY FARTHER. THANK YOU AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.



Hello all, this is Infi. As of recently, I discovered that I was harming myself, but I didnโ€™t realize it for a very long time.

When I hear self harm, I think of a knife cutting the skin, I never thought there was something else. But there is. And Iโ€™ve been doing it. I had no idea at all I was self harming.

I know how this sounds. โ€œHow could you not know you were harming yourself?โ€

Well, Iโ€™m sure deep down, a part of me knew what was going on, but it was so difficult for me to handle, I guess I just ignored it, or didnโ€™t fully grasp what my mind was trying to tell me. I donโ€™t know for sure, but I certainly didnโ€™t realize what I was doing and why it needed to stop.

And on top of this scary discovery, I also have a family to take care of. A relative has cancer again, after we thought they beat it once. Thereโ€™s a bug infestation Iโ€™m just now finding out about (of course) and I have daily chores to do.

Aaalll of these things mixed together, and all at once no less, it made me break down. So things from me online will be slowing down for a while because of everything I have to deal with in life right now.

I just wanted to explain why I had to just drop everything and stop posting everywhere so suddenly.

This is whyโฌ†๏ธ

I must go try to handle all of these things the best I can.ย 

Hereโ€™s a link to lesser known ways to self harm so you can educate yourself and be informedย https://www.harleytherapy.co.uk/counselling/hidden-ways-to-self-harm.htm

This is goodbye for now everyone. Donโ€™t hurt yourself. It wonโ€™t solve your problems, it only makes more pain on the outside. There are better coping skills.

http://www.selfinjury.bctr.cornell.edu/perch/resources/distraction-techniques-pm-2.pdf

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
May 15, 2020

Hello every being! I apologize for not uploading lately. A lot has been happening. But I do have one more Yokai Watch video in the works before I go on a proper hiatus.

I am sorry, but along with becoming busy in my life, I also just haven't been motivated to make videos. Maybe someday Iโ€™ll find a format that works for me and makes me happy, but until that day, I really just want to take a break.

Iโ€™m on twitter every day, and I post my art pretty often there too. So itโ€™s not like Iโ€™m leaving the internet or anything, I just want to take a long break from video making.
I love you all very much, remember that you are important to me, someone cares about you.

Take care of yourselves, Saturn Knights. I shall do the same. Bye bye for now๐Ÿ’โค๏ธ๐Ÿ–ค๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿค๐ŸคŽ

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Mar 12, 2020

Hello every being! I apologize for not being consistent in my posts๐Ÿ˜…

Life happens and I also donโ€™t always commit. That is partially on me.ย 

But this is your reminder that this person cares about you.ย 

I have hope for you, I believe in your abilities and I hope you do too.ย 

I know It can be hard to do that, everybody struggles with it at times. But I know you are capable of amazing things.ย 

No matter what this crazy beautiful world may throw at us, just know that you are capable of doing many wonderful things.๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿค๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ–ค

Thank you for visiting Planet Saturn ๐Ÿชย 

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Hey! Loving the colours! ๐ŸŒˆ
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Infinite Saturn
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Thank you very much! This is quite fun๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’›
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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturnยท
Hello to every lovely being! I am Infi, and Iโ€™ll be posting videos here after the busy holidays!
I wish you a wonderful day, night, and anytime~โœจ๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ’›
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Infinite Saturn
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Hiya๐Ÿ‘‹๐Ÿฝโœจ Uploads are officially going to be every Saturday again!
I hope to see you here, feel free to chat with me anytime!๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’–๐Ÿ–คโค๏ธ
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Infinite Saturn
About Infinite Saturn
Hello! I am Infi, and welcome to Planet Saturn!
I enjoy talking about Sonic the Hedgehog, Vocaloid, Yo-kai Watch, and general positivity!
๐Ÿ’–โ™‘๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’›โ™‘๏ธ๐Ÿ’–
You can also find me on twitter. Iโ€™m usually on there daily.๐Ÿ˜

Profile picture by @Blueberry_FB on twitter!

I was on youtube for only a short time, but Iโ€™m excited to start posting on Vlare!
Name
Infi
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I love Sonic the Hedgehog, Vocaloid, Yo-kai Watch, Naruto, and general positivity!๐ŸŒธ๐Ÿ’›
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A bunch of manga! ๐Ÿ˜„ (mostly Yo-kai Watch๐Ÿ‘ปโŒš๏ธ)
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New Yo-kai City ๐Ÿ˜‰๐Ÿ‘ปโŒš๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ ๐ŸŽค๐ŸŽนTorinoko City, and City Escape ๐Ÿฆ”๐Ÿ’™
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I enjoy gaming, scrapbooking, cosplay and watching anime!
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Sonic The Hedgehog Movie!๐Ÿ’™ Hoping for a 2nd one!๐Ÿงก๐Ÿ’›
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ALL THE VOCALOID๐Ÿ’›๐ŸŽค๐Ÿ’™๐ŸŽง๐ŸŒ๐ŸŽน
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