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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
May 25, 2020

!TRIGGER WARNING!

THIS POST CONTAINS TALK ABOUT SELF HARM. IF THAT BOTHERS YOU, PLEASE DO NOT READ ANY FARTHER. THANK YOU AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF.



Hello all, this is Infi. As of recently, I discovered that I was harming myself, but I didn’t realize it for a very long time.

When I hear self harm, I think of a knife cutting the skin, I never thought there was something else. But there is. And I’ve been doing it. I had no idea at all I was self harming.

I know how this sounds. “How could you not know you were harming yourself?”

Well, I’m sure deep down, a part of me knew what was going on, but it was so difficult for me to handle, I guess I just ignored it, or didn’t fully grasp what my mind was trying to tell me. I don’t know for sure, but I certainly didn’t realize what I was doing and why it needed to stop.

And on top of this scary discovery, I also have a family to take care of. A relative has cancer again, after we thought they beat it once. There’s a bug infestation I’m just now finding out about (of course) and I have daily chores to do.

Aaalll of these things mixed together, and all at once no less, it made me break down. So things from me online will be slowing down for a while because of everything I have to deal with in life right now.

I just wanted to explain why I had to just drop everything and stop posting everywhere so suddenly.

This is why⬆️

I must go try to handle all of these things the best I can. 

Here’s a link to lesser known ways to self harm so you can educate yourself and be informed https://www.harleytherapy.co.uk/counselling/hidden-ways-to-self-harm.htm

This is goodbye for now everyone. Don’t hurt yourself. It won’t solve your problems, it only makes more pain on the outside. There are better coping skills.

http://www.selfinjury.bctr.cornell.edu/perch/resources/distraction-techniques-pm-2.pdf

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
May 15, 2020

Hello every being! I apologize for not uploading lately. A lot has been happening. But I do have one more Yokai Watch video in the works before I go on a proper hiatus.

I am sorry, but along with becoming busy in my life, I also just haven't been motivated to make videos. Maybe someday I’ll find a format that works for me and makes me happy, but until that day, I really just want to take a break.

I’m on twitter every day, and I post my art pretty often there too. So it’s not like I’m leaving the internet or anything, I just want to take a long break from video making.
I love you all very much, remember that you are important to me, someone cares about you.

Take care of yourselves, Saturn Knights. I shall do the same. Bye bye for now💝❤️🖤💙💛🤍🤎

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Apr 16, 2020

Greetings Saturn Knights, I’m afraid I don’t have enough time to finish this weekends video due to my dentist appointment.

Plus, I’m going to be very tired and sore for a few days after it.

So please understand and be patient with me, for I am working on 2 videos, they just won’t be done this weekend.

I am sorry for the delay, but my health takes priority.

 I should have the videos done by next Saturday, and for sure by the Saturday after that.

All the love to you, lovely beautiful beings💖💛🪐

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Mar 12, 2020

Hello every being! I apologize for not being consistent in my posts😅

Life happens and I also don’t always commit. That is partially on me. 

But this is your reminder that this person cares about you. 

I have hope for you, I believe in your abilities and I hope you do too. 

I know It can be hard to do that, everybody struggles with it at times. But I know you are capable of amazing things. 

No matter what this crazy beautiful world may throw at us, just know that you are capable of doing many wonderful things.💖💛🤍💚💙🧡🖤

Thank you for visiting Planet Saturn 🪐 

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Feb 09, 2020

You are deserving of love.

You belong in this world, even if it doesn’t feel like it yet. You belong.

I care about you. Your feelings, your health, your life.

It all matters to me, and I hope it matters to you too.

You are every kind of beautiful, and you get more beautiful with each passing day.

Please, no matter what anybody says, or does, please stay strong like I know you are.

Please be resilient and fight off that negativity.

No matter what you’ve done, what mistakes you or others have made, you still deserve a chance in life.

So I send you my love, motivation, positivity, and strength, to get you through whatever you may be going through.

Much love to you powerful Saturn Knights.

Take care, you deserve all good things💛💙💝🧡🌷

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Feb 08, 2020

Oh my goodness, I’m back my SaturnKnights!!

I found a handful of videos I never posted, so for the next 5 weeks, I’ll have weekly uploads again every Saturday!

Just letting you know, take care everybody!

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Jan 25, 2020

Hello every being, I’m sorry to say this, but life has made me lose all motivation to create new videos.

I just can’t do it anymore right now.  I’m hoping that I’ll feel like creating videos again someday, but until then i won’t be making new videos.

But! I will be on twitter nearly everyday. So if you still want posts about Sonic, Vocaloid, Yokai Watch, and Positivity, then please go to my twitter @InfiniteSaturn.

I hope you understand. I just need to take care of life stuff first.

I still, and will always care for you precious souls. You’re important to me, and I’m thankful to have had this experience. It’s been fun, and I might return someday, but for now, life comes first.

I’ll still login every week to check things out, watch some videos, and

I’ll likely start posting more blogs instead of videos.

So until next time, my SaturnKnights. I love you all dearly, thank you for everything.

See you soon.💖💛🖤💙💚🧡❤️

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Jan 22, 2020

Hello lovely beings. I want to know, do you actually like my videos?

If not, tell me what you’d like me to do differently, and I’ll do my best to improve.

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Jan 03, 2020

Greetings every being.👋🏽✨ I just wanted to say that there won’t be an upload this Saturday (1/4/2020) because the New Years Art Special counted as the video for this week.

But I’ll be uploading every Saturday like usual starting next week.

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Infinite Saturn
Infinite Saturn
Jan 03, 2020

I just want to say that I care about you. No matter who you are, your age, color, gender or anything else.

I care about you.

You deserve to be cared for and you certainly deserve good things.

Please, take care of yourself.

You should care for you too.💖💛

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